All That I Am

doubt |dout| noun
a feeling of uncertainty or lack of conviction : they had doubts that they would ever win.

So my time here recently has been consumed with the questioned of will I spend my life missing out on what life is all about. Or will I say that it was a good day just because I'm alive. I think if I could change one thing in my life it would be the doubting side. So far I've doubted a lot this week. Everything that I started a long time ago. Maybe that's all that I got. Everyday is filled with wishes, dreams, and fantasies. All that I got is all that I can give. Is that enough? I can't breathe without thinking of who you are and how you love me. I have to say I am captivated by everything you are from the color of your eyes to the dreams of who we could be. What if You are all that i am and thats why no matter how far I go no matter how much I turn away you never leave my thoughts, my actions, my dreams, my hopes, and me. I hope that is true cause if you are really all that I am, then you really consume me and I will never have to worry about losing you, because you are all that I am.
U.N.T